The best thing I ever did for myself was listen to what I actually wanted, what everyone was telling me to do, i didn’t want to do that. I wanted something different. I wanted ground breaking, I wanted earth shattering, I wanted the whole world, I wanted to feel every inch of it. I dismissed the ‘rules’, the advice, the “you should do this”
Sometimes it was ugly, sometimes it was confusing but most of the time it was so fucking beautiful.
But you see my darlings, self discovery isn’t always this enchanting, beautiful, astonishing journey, it can get difficult and its hard to be really comfortable with yourself sometimes, it’s difficult to be the person who does things differently, who doesn’t settle, who doesn’t want to settle for ‘ordinary’
But let me tell you something, it is the most profound gift you can ever truly give yourself. You see your idea of what your personal happiness is and not societies idea of happiness you have been pushed towards all this time. What you want is so astronomical. You need to realise that is ok to be and think differently to others. Its ok to grow in your own way and feel at peace in your own beautiful solidarity. You can shape your own destiny and live the life you want because my darlings remember, this is your life and you get to live it however you dam well want.
Because when it comes down to it — It’s about finding a happiness that works for you and only you.
“LaTe NiGhT tHoUgHtS” is a little addition to my blog where I suddenly get inspired by my feelings and write and write till I cant write no more. Usually as im looking at the moon or sunrise/set from my flat listening to Ben Howard….
I hope the words touch you in some way
Love & Light